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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

	a bit dazed. where did i leave off and how am i here? life doesn't really pause, you have to pause and take it in yourself... or it all just seems to be on fast forward. reflection is key.
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Life is so comical isn't it?

Sometimes you don't know whether to laugh or cry. When in doubt of what you're feeling... why not just do the combo, eh? Tears from laughter are prime... tears alone are questionable in its context.

Also, New Yorkers know how to multi-task... so that shouldn't be so difficult-- it's integrated into our nature... ;)
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Everything moves too fast yet too slow. You want to keep certain moments frozen in time, but for the moments of hardship, you wish that the sand of time would trickle at a much more rapid rate.

Yet, I remember always... my peace is only in one. Once you find that one peace in your life, you are set for what ever may come your way.

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Monday, May 14, 2007

Love
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for me, it's sometimes hard to express my true emotions or care...

i mean i can joke around about it and act silly by saying stuff...

but to mean it and say things seriously, and with my whole heart-- that's different.

i guess im a little "tul-tul hae" or reserved with that stuff at times, but im getting better.

so, my mother was giving me this serious talk and inquisition about some things and so on and so forth ON HER DAY of celebration... which i have to admit sort of irked me and made me feel indigested from my heavy pasta meal. (korean mothers are very good at doing this i might add... :X)

then she calls me back again trying to explain... and i said she doesn't even have to because i know all too well her heart-- which i say is made of gold.

towards the end of the conversation, i utter three words sheepishly but meaning it with my all. i hear her tone completely change, and i can almost feel the texture of it as she replies the same words back to me.

and then i am reminded once again... God gave me a mother such as her to give me that reminder of why i must keep driving forward and why i am so blessed. she means the world to me, and i know she believes in me and loves me more than i deserve.

in this form of love that i possess in my life, i find inspiration and the reverberation of things unexplainable through my very being.

i hope that everyone rejoices in the special loves of their life and will remember that the simple, little things can make the biggest differences. love is after all... a very beautiful thing.

Happy Mother's Day. <3

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Monday, February 05, 2007

since it's been a bit since i've last posted... here i go with those forbidden chain things. enjoy... lol.

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vina tagged me

blahblahblah the rules: Each player of this game starts with the 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog. Remember copy and paste this so as to state the rules clearly.

i hate the feeling of dirty hands or coming out of somewhere reeking of food... i have to wash my hands constantly or ill feel dirty. i dunno if this is OCD or something... lol.

i have written in a diary religiously since i was in elementary until early high school-- of course not every single day... there would be gaps in between. anyways, i'm a nerd like that i guess. whenever i get the chance to read back into the days, it shows just how much one grows.

i daydream A LOT. i daydream about... hahaha, that's a secret. i guess im a hopeless romantic, but i stand firm on reality as well.

i analyze what you say and do a lot... so you might have to be careful. jk. i'm too careless these days. ;P maybe.

i fluctuate from thinking of going all out on not just self-satisfaction/gratification but completely giving myself to the mission of a greater cause... or thinking of what to do to make myself "successful" and give back to the ones i love the most in ways that measure beyond my sometimes hidden gratitude and reverence. talk about a big oxymoron.

i like fruit snacks because they make me feel young again. :)

soooo, im a bit of a weirdo, but i deal with it just fine. NEXT?

i tag: whoever feels like doing this... go for it. i don't feel like tagging. wait, nm! i tag jessserca... and that's it. :P

OMG... WHY IS IT SO COLD?!

BOOO.

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Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Christmas, everyone.

Although I've heard it numerous times (and may agree to some extents myself-- which I will keep to myself)... that this was just not everyone's year or even the worst Christmas ever-- I will have to say... I'm still going to express the peace I have within because of one thing that will never, ever go wrong.

Anyhow, I hope everyone is happy and healthy during this one day of celebration that seems to put most of the world in effort of a generally more genial mood...

and to those who are believers-- let it be a remembrance of what was given to us.

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Here is a little something I want to share to those who feel like life isn't going their way these days. Credits to: danlukey (a wise one indeed...)

When Life Turns Against Us

There are times when we doubt if we can trust God. When life doesn’t go your way, it is easy to fall into despair. In the midst of all the problems in our lives, He wants to assure us of His presence and love- even if we don’t understand why He allowed them to happen. Disappointment and failure are things that we all experience. Everything doesn’t always go your way. Sometimes, it is our fault, but sometimes it is not. If you are at fault, it could be that a particular sin was allowed to take root in your soul that created a path to inevitable disappointment or failure. These also become sin when we allow them to overwhelm us and block God’s plan for our lives. God’s desire is for us to become more like Christ- but that can’t happen if we allow disappointment and failure to hold us back.

When disappointment or failure come, it is important to remember that God’s love for you has not changed and you must learn to keep your disappointments and failures in perspective. Even in the bad times, the Lord is watching over you. Disappointments are a part of life. We can’t always have our own way, and we need to learn to separate what is significant from what is merely annoying. And if it is something that is important, then we have to realize how important it is to learn from the mistake. Sometimes God uses life’s disappointments to draw us closer to Himself or teach us patience and trust. He also may use them to redirect us toward His will. Don’t let failure or disappointment cut you off from God. When God closes one door, He often opens another if we seek it. When the psalmist’s prayers become yours: “Show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths.” (Psalms 25:4)

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